The 12 steps and Shamanism
by Matrika co-sysop of PAN - the Psychic Awareness Network at
1-703-362-1139  copyright by PAN and Harvest ( a pagan newsletter at box
228 S. Framinham MA 01701 - $13. per year)

Author's note - this article was first published by me under the name JUKNO
in Harvest's Yule edition, 1989.

Recently a local charecter in Alcoholics Anonymous here in the Worcester
MA. area died.  His name was "John the Indian" (he identified himself this
way) and he was well-known as an AA speaker all over the world, although he
lived near central Massechusetts.  John had about thirty years of sobriety
and was a great power of example to many people including Betty Ford who
told him she had listened to tapes of his talks while she was in detox.

John's story intrigued many people.  An Indian who had been orphaned on the
reservation when Tuberculosis wiped out his familly, he had ended up on
skid row after serving in the Canadian army during World War II as a
dishwasher.  He came to AA in his mid-twenties, an illiterate wine.  ( my
note - this is NOT to imply that most alcoholics are on skid row.  In fact
most of them are people with nice famillies, a place to live, a car or even
two, a job, etc. etc. etc.   Less that 2% of the alcoholics in this country
are on skid row)  He ended up owning his own construction business after
learning to read (from a elderly woman in AA who was a school teacher)  and
marrying a lady in AA with whom he raised a lovely familly.

Because John had inspired me and so affected my life with his gift of
simplicity, I was inspired to do a shamanic-style rite in his memory.  I
had always felt sorry for John because, in the process of his recovery, he
seemed to have lost touch with the beauty of this heritage.  Then it hit
me;  John WAS a shaman and anyone who truly worked a 12-step program was
one too.

In BIRTH OF A MODERN SHAMAN by Cynthia Bend and Tayja Wiger (Llewelyn
Publication box 64383, St. Paul MN. 1988 ) it states
    " A shaman is hard to define.  There are no two alike..... what
    happens, a shaman goes through a catastrophe or a string of
    catastrophes that enhance certain abilities within him ( or her! )
    .....Most often the Shaman has to go through a severe trauma, a severe
    illness or a severe psychosis and recover from it before he learns the
    recovery process that he can use."


The authors are quoting Tsonkawa, Tayja's teacher on the Shamanic path.  (
a Native American Medicine person)

Many other authors on Shamanism; Sunbear, Lynn Andrews, Amber Wolfe and
Micheal Harner, to name a few: echo this truth.  A shaman is a person who
goes through great suffering, usually in the form of a mental or physical
illness, and then goes on to heal himself or herself.  They are then able
to use that same process to heal others.

This is what happens in a twelve-step fellowship.  Through the process of
healing ourselves, we come to the point where we can help others hy
"carrying the message" after having had a "spiritual awakening" as the
result of taking the first eleven steps.

Here are some books that can help any Pagan, Shaman, Druid, Witch,
Practitioner of Feminist Spirituality, or other Magickal folk as they walk
the steps in the process of recovering, while retaining their own unique
spiritual path.

TRUTH OR DARE by Starhawk (San Francisco, Harper and Row, 1987)  This
contains many references to the 12-step programs, especially Alcoholics
Anonymous and Adult Children of Alcoholics, in a work on Wicca by a
well-known priestess of the Craft who is also a psychotherapist.

CRYSTAL CLEAR by Connie Church (Bew York, Willard books 1987)  It
contains a good section on how to use quartz crystals to help in relieving
yourself of bad habits, compulsions, and obsessions, specifically for use
with the various twelve-step programs. (note - amethyst is traditionally
said to help in all these areas)

BIRTH OF A MODERN SHAMAN, mentioned above, tells the story of a blind
Native American woman who was a survivor of Child abuse and had been
Psycotic as well as Alcoholic.  This is the story of her complete recovery,
including her eyesight, (documented by doctors) and the discovery of her
Psychic gifts with her Native roots.  Her healing occured through a process
that began for her in Alcoholics Anonymous.

THE TWELVE STEPS FOR EVERYONE published by Compcare (Minneapolis MN.)  this
is a non-sexist book on the steps by a grateful recovering member of
Emotional Health Anonymous written in non-sexist language.  The author
draws heavily on the Eastern traditions of spirituality as well as the
traditional Western monotheistic ones.

EVERYDAY A NEW BEGINNING Published by Hazelden corp. (Also in Minneapolis,
MN. I believe)  This is a daily meditation guide BY women in Anonymous
fellowships and FOR women in these same self-help groups.  Unlike the
TWENTY-FOUR HOURS A DAY book (published by the same company and widely used
in AA)  it doesn't use quotes from the Bible.  Instead it uses quotes from
various women authors.  Many men also claim to have benefitted from it due
to it's non-religious approach.

PAGANS IN RECOVERY a networking newsletter for Magickal folk, Shamans,
Druids, Feminist Priestesses, Witches, Pagans, Pantheists, etc. who are in
recovery via a 12-step fellowship of any type.  It has contacts, reviews,
articles, recovery techniques and more.  It is a great source of support
and inspiration to any Pagan in any of the Anonymous support groups.  It is
$8.00 a year and the address is P.I.R.  c/o Bekki  6500 S.R. 356
New Marshfield, OHIO  45766

ADDITION TO READING LIST

REFLECTIONS IN THE LIGHT by Shakti Gawain, published by New World Library,
San Rafael, California 1978.  While not ONLY for the 12-step programs this
book does go into the problems of addictions in light of the New-Age,
Psychic Awareness as well as many other subjects.  It provides a
inspirational message and/or a creative visualization exercise with a
non-sectarian affirmation for each day.  The book is neither sexist nor
sectarian and is truly a beautiful aid to anyone seeking to work the
program of recovery.  It is also a great way to share what you are doing
with friends who share your spirituality but not your program, as it makes
no direct references to the 12-step groups at all.  It is very useful to
those of us who prefer a daily meditation to the "prayer" people in the
monotheistic Churches and Synagogues tend to use in their application of
the program to their lives.


